More Hot yoga

So good thing I'm not that sore from wednesday's hot yoga because I'm doing it again today!  But I totally feel it in my abs yayy! I only lost 1.4lbs so far but whatever it's only been 2 days. Hoping today I can lose half of a pound, we shall seeeeeeee. Let's review calories from yesterday....

Oatmeal 210 cals
1 jameson shot 70 cals
chicken pieces? ? (It was the only thing at work :/ I was gonna pass out!) maybeee? 500 at the MOST.
honey mustard 100 at MOST!

ESTIMATED TOTAL....  880 cals.

at least I def stayed under 1,000 yay! and I left purposely when they brought in the pizza.

I'm about to go make my oatmeal now...

less blogging = more weight

UGH I'm so mad at myself. I don't even know where to begin. Let's start with if you fall you have to pick yourself back up. Problem is I fell... hard. So this is what I'm doing... picking myself back up. I am at the all time low... rock bottom... the heaviest I have ever been. One thing is for sure, I am determined. My clothes don't fit that is a giant reality check. I'm in a wedding in september and I don't fit in the size 2 dress I was fitted for in december, ( this is my motivation). Blogging really REALLY HELPS me stay on track. It really does keep me honest with myself. I'll weigh myself tomorrow and go from there. I just don't understand how all of this weight was put back on. FML. I went to hot yoga today. INTENSE. I have a date with a pretty hot guy on friday, nothing to wear. I'm just ranting right now but it's helping me get my thoughts straight. I just watched a bunch of before and after weight loss videos on youtube, very inspiring. Taylor swift's videos make me just want to never eat again. she is soo hot and gorgeous and the guy from the back to december video I would just rape him. I'm going to take a 20 mg adderall tomorrow and see where that takes me... I will weigh myself first thing naked after I pee and use that as my starting weight. I'm going to guess I'm at 145 which would be my highest. I'm going to restrict my calories to 800- 1200 a day and NEVER GO OVER. hopefully I'll get lots of workouts in. Writing everything down is key. It really keeps me in check. I think I'll get a new "food diary" tomorrow. something small I can take with me. I like the lose it app but theres somthing about writing it down which just helps me more. blogging first thing tomorrow. sleep tight xoxo

question!???

what is the most amount of weight you guys lost in 2 weeks? Or how much do u think is possible to lose in 2 weeks?

can't make the gym today ugh :(

Breakfast: oatmeal     160
                 milk            60
                 clementine 35
Snacks:     Grapes       60
                  almonds    55
                  2 clemintine 70
                  2 rice cakes  120
Lunch:       turkey       20
                  wrap          50
                  tuna           60
                  mayo         35
                  spinach       5

today

breakfast: clementine    35 cals
                grapes           60 cals
                rice cake       60 cals

Lunch:    tuna               60 cals
               tortilla            50 cals
               mayo             35 cals
               spinach           5  cals
               rice cake        60 cals
               clemintine      35 cals

Snacks:   peanut butter 180 cals
               chocolate       200 cals

Dinner:   Boca burger     70 cals
               mayo                35 cals
               spinach               5 cals
               broccoli             40 cals

Total: 940 calories
burned: 800
+140

3/1/2011

Breakfast: Oatmeal 160 cals
                milk         60 cals
               clementine 35 cals
Lunch:     tortilla       50 cals
                mayo        35 cals
                spinach       5 cals
                turkey        80 cals
                clementine 35 cals
Snacks:    rice cake    60 cals
                rice cake    60 cals
               clementine   35 cals
               maria cookie 25 cals
Dinner:     bocca burger 70 cals
               mayo            35 cals
               onion/spinach  5 cals
               cheese          45 cals
               broccoli         60 cals 
TOTAL 855

HI HIIIIIIIIIIII

So just got home from a date on the UES with an ex. wowwwwww He's so hot. what is my problem? I just don't like him in a sexual way, wish I did :(. We got some amazingggg sushi, and great drinks, thank god I worked out at the gym today!!! BTW I'm a little tipsy.... food diary as follows...

Breakfast: Oatmeal 160 cals
                milk         60 cals
               clementine 35 cals
Lunch:     tortilla       50 cals
                mayo        35 cals
                spinach       5 cals
                turkey        60 cals
                clementine 35 cals
Snacks:    grapes       60 cals
                rice cake    60 cals
                rice cake    60 cals
                clementine 35 cals
                tall skinny caramel latte
                                100 cals
Dinner:     sushi (lobster roll) guessinggggg??
                                 350 cals
Drinks:     Vodka soda x3
                                  180 cals
Just under    1,300 TOTAL (about 100 more than my MAX but oh well had a great time)

Burned 800 at the gym

ready to go to they GYM TOMORROW AND BURN A WHOLE LOT AND EAT A WHOLE LOT LESS!

I need blogging back in my life

Hey everyone. So I really need you guys to support me, haven't been doing great at all, went through a mini depression during january and february. Today I did A LOT of thinking and I realized I really need to get my life organized and get back to the gym and eating healthy again. I really don't want to weigh myself because I already know that I am fat. Today I realized that I am ready to commit and that's how I know that I am going to get to my goal. Went to the gym and I feel great burned over 800 calories and can't wait to go again tomorrow! I walked to and from my friends apartment 45 min each way. One of my goals this week is to post a blog everyday with my workouts and food diary. GOTTA KEEP ON TRACKKKK! xoxo

Breakfast: high fiber oatmeal 160 calories
                 milk                         60 calories
                 clementine               35 calories
Lunch:      minestrone soup    200 calories
                 honeybell                 47 calories
Snacks:     rice cake                  60 calories
                 dried mango             50 calories

TOTAL:                                 612 calories

Burned                                    800 calories

a little thinspiration before bed/to wake up to.

ok this girls body is sick... got the pic of youtube. come on... i would killlll to look like this! GOAL GOAL GOAL!!!!

back on my grindddd

sup guys sooo new year new me. spending this time working on myself. oh that's right I'm doing me. only ate a lean cuisine. 290 calories... I don't want to eat much more. we will see. hopefully get a work out in too. oh btw i gained weight. fml.  135 lbs exactly. but i plan on dropping 10 lbs super quick!