frustrated

ugh so I am soooo frustrated with myself! I don't even wan't to know how much I weigh!!! This weekend sucked because I got my stupid period and I craved everything!!! not to mention it was halloween all weekend in New York City... So there was A  LOT OF DRINKING and plenty of DRUNK EATING. Tomorrow morning I will weigh myself and continue with my food photo diary... taking pictures of what I eat and blogging really helps me stay on track! tomorrow I would love to work out as well. I will not give up! I need to keep telling myself that NOTHING TASTES AS GOOD AS BEING THIN FEELS!!!! I  know i always feel so amazing when i say no to food but i feel horrible when i say yes! NO is the word!!