FAT ASS

soooo I feel like a total FAT ASS! I fucking ate so much this weekend and DRANK A LOT and didnt work out once! i think i definitely gained but I'm not weighing myself till tomorrow. This past weekend was just FUCKING CRAZY! I was bartending on sunday and met a guy from australia :) he is soooo HOT ( i mean drop dead gorgeous... my friends were in awww) I had to get his number (of course I did) we went out for drinks that night, I got so completely wasted I went home and threw up (don't really remember that part but so i hear from my roommate). He texted me yesterday morning saying that he booked us dinner at Betel. It was a really nice restaurant! Got a bottle of wine and 7 COURSES ! I ate so much!! he brought up how he loves girls that eat and he hates girls that are too skinny or just orders a salad. HE CONTINUED TO PUT FOOD ON MY PLATE. anyway what a sweetheart I wish more american guys were like him.... too bad he left for mexico today :(

Today I did okay I'm getting back on track. I went on the elliptical for an hour and burned 600 calories. I ate high fiber oatmeal for breakfast (160 cals), took my vitamins, and i had a salad for lunch/dinner(maybeee 350 cals). My roommate is trying to make my ass fatter and made cookies. I had 3.... there's 180 cals in 2.. so whats that??... (270) cals ouch!!! total 780 cals

stupid fucking cookies i hate you!!! anyway gym and the dreadful weigh in first thing in the morning!!! I NEED SOME NEW INSPIRATION AND MOTIVATION!!! off to youtube before bed to check out some thinspos NITE NITEEE XOX